Another day being anxious and stressing out over things I cannot control...other people and their behavior. It was a good day because it ended up well as I performed the same energy exercise I did on night 33 & 34.
It is interesting how easy communication can be if I open my mouth and share, ask questions or non-judgmentally share how I feel...
I have spent the better part of my life being afraid of communication on this level because it was harmful in the environment I grew up in. Now that the cat is out of the bag and I have taken on this experience I see I have to deal with this and press through it.
It may cause me a tad of stress, but I am feeling a great deal of emotional relief by these actions and work I am performing with other professionals.