The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 58

It was a good day and I am clear this whole thing about "The Vortex" experience is all about managing my vibration and my alignment with my non-physical self and nothing else.

I keep falling down from time to time, but I keep getting up again.  I guess I am learning how to walk...

I have focused for so long on things outside my SELF and this has gotten me into so many challenges and situations in the past.  No more!  Eew!

I cannot wait for others anymore.
I cannot wait for others to change to make me happy or content.
I cannot wait for others to make things good for me.
I cannot look for ANYTHING outside of my SELF.
End of discussion!

I trust this and only this because I've got nothing to prove it wrong yet.  My best efforts of depending on others has gotten me where I am.  Now I am focusing my The Self and seeing where that is leading.

Progress, not perfection.  Continual expansion and growth is the name of my game.  Let's see how it plays out.

Blessed be!

The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 57

I want to ride my bicycle, I want to ride my bike, I want to ride my bicycle, I want to ride it where I like...

What a wonderful and AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL day riding my bicycle for the first time in about three weeks.  67 miles...wow!

I was pretty congested over the last few weeks thanks to a homeopathic remedy my naturopathic doctor has me on.  He "forgot" to tell me about some of the other side effects that could happen.  Well, they all did, but the good news is there is improvement in the area being treated as well.  Yay!  This is huge progress because I have been dealing with this condition for going on two years or so.

I could say this is a manifestation of healing that I have been "blocking" by focusing on the symptoms and treating the symptoms instead of seeking alignment and then treating the cause....

ME!

It's all about the "mind" and where I choose to keep my focus.  This isn't selfish, it is taking care of the God Spark that I am.  In loving and caring for my SELF I am caring for my spirit.

The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 56

What a wonderful day it was.  Resting, relaxing, playing with friends and KNOWING that things are flowing easily and effortlessly.

It seems the more I practice these principles, the better things seem to be coming together.

I REALLY MEAN THAT!!!!!

Remember I've been sharing about a few relationships where they are NOT where I want them to be?  Well these relationships are improving just by the fact that I am expressing gratitude daily for these people. Real gratitude, not made up stuff!

I am also focusing on what makes me happy and content as opposed to worrying about what the world can give me to achieve this space.

I can honestly say that at Day 56 things are improving and a momentum seems to be arriving that is unparalleled.  It is uncanny, wonderful and exactly what I needed.

Now the rest is about continuing these practices daily no matter what, not just when things are crappy!

The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 55

I find it interesting the more I take care of myself and my needs and desires, the better I feel and the better things are going for me.  Very interesting.

I know now that my recent past was all about me not doing this.  I fell further and further away from taking care of myself in my relationships.  All of them.  The more I did this the crappier I felt and the worst things went for me.

I was like a liquid that would fill whatever mold was in front of me.  Family, friends or other relationships dictated the form and function of my life (mold).  Eew!  This caused me significant pain and it deeply affected all of those relationships as well because my intent and energy goes out from me like radio waves.

I see now that what I was doing was using these relationships as a means to feel good about my SELF.  Pretty much like being an addict.  Dependent on something outside of me to make me feel good.  I see this now and can refocus my energy and intent on me and my needs and desires.  The rest will fall into place out of this.

I am so grateful for this insight!

I can clearly see the pattern throughout my entire life now.  I am no longer going to take that drug and I am running to recovery meetings to get the emotional support I need to proceed and exceed in my life.

The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 54

This is all about taking care of my SELF and feeling good.  Remember?

Well it seems the more I do this, the better I feel and the easier it is for me to turn away from contrast or unwanted conditions.  I feel like I am reaching a critical mass and that things are unfolding like "magic".

Yee freakin' ha!  It is about time.

I have some major ideas and developments that I want to share, but I have to let them stew for a few days.  I have to check them in with some of my trusted advisors and my partner, but I have a feeling it is all going to work really well because all of the details are lining up so easily and wonderfully.

The long story short...THIS STUFF IS FOR REAL!  IT WORKS IF YOU WORK IT!

The law of attraction is leading me to heal some very deep issues and things that have caused me to be separated in my mind from Source for too long.  This healing process did not feel so good at first, but now I can look back and see the feelings were my EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM trying to tell me something.  I was not in my Vortex!

I am now consciously back in the flow and heading down a road that I must.  I know all the details will fall into place with an ease and a grace that I haven't experienced for close to 16 years.  For this and so much more I am grateful.  So may it be...

The 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 53

My entry today is short and sweet.  Life always gives me what I need!


Sometimes what I get does not look like what I want, but if I step back I can see how the things that come to me are a progression of insights and growth necessary to achieve what I say I want in any one moment.

There is immense power in the spoken word, but more importantly in thought (or intent) because thought ALWAYS precedes words or actions.

I am beginning to finally fall in love with life again, but more specifically, MY LIFE!  Yay!

the 90-Day Vortex Experience - Day 52

One of the things I want to share is about gratitude and how important it is.

This is a practice I've recently added to everything else I've been sharing with you over the last 51 days.  It hit me as I continue to read the book, "The Vortex" again.  Remember, my task is to practice these principles exclusively for 90 days to see what happens.

For me this means reading the book over and over again, listening to spiritual music and chants only, praying and meditating often, working with my spirit guides and teachers and writing and sharing my journey.

The past few days I have taken to heart the practice of being grateful for things about people in my life.  Specifically, people that I have been having challenges with chronically or otherwise.  I am sure no one out there has crappy relationships they'd like to improve.

So as part of my prayer practices in the morning and evening I think of all the people I have less than lovely relationships with.  I find two things to consciously be grateful for with each and every one of them.  It sounds easy, but it isn't at first.  I has taken some serious focus.

What is the result?  I feel better AND I find I am able to focus on what I want much easier than on what I am not receiving or what I am frustrated with.

Thank you Abraham, Esther and Jerry!  I am becoming freer and freer in my head and in my heart.  I am sleeping much better and more soundly.  I wake up excited and ready for my day and I am beginning to smile, giggle and laugh again.  Oh wow,  yesterday I even caught myself singing joyfully....  Imagine that!

Have a delicious day in creating a delicious life!  XOXOXO