The insanity of humanity...

I feel much better today. I am connected, centered and empty of my drama and bullshit! It took dinner with a friend and speaking about it with a few other folks before I lost the energy that had built up. It's like a pressure valve inside me that needs to be bled regularly and if it doesn't then it can build up and potentially explode. Eew!

When I get like that I feel like such a basket case. I feel like I am a total fuck up and that I am never going to get better or have a life worth a shit. I know this is NOT the truth, but that is how I feel at times...

I am clear that this life is a constant challenge and evolution. I need to continually surrender EVERYTHING to Spirit and allow myself to be led and guided. It is that simple, but it is a challenge as I “think” I know what’s best for me. I know I am more at peace when I process these human emotions and experiences and then tune into Spirit and allow myself to be guided and directed.

I am getting excited again about life and where I am going. I know it is all-good and it is all Spirit! The future is bright and I am going to begin giving myself permission to have a ball again. It is time to live in the moment and enjoy this experience, my friends and family and all that life has to offer. So may it be…