Yesterday was productive, however, I found myself in my personal, dysfunctional, spinning, ego-centric, tornado of emotions and self-doubt. It was a good experience because I learned something about myself I needed to see...again...
What came to me this morning about yesterday and these past few days is that I have been focusing on what I am NOT getting instead of what I want. Sound like a theme? Well it is. It is a habit I have had as long as I can remember. I have done this over and over and this is the cause of my tornado and my experience of anxiety and depression. It is a vicious cycle that I need to shift. I can’t to this to myself anymore. It hurts me and keep others away. I am exhausted and tired of feeling and being alone.
My focus is now turning to my SELF. I have to take care of me before I can be of any value to anyone on the planet. I have to resurrect my connection and my relationship with my SELF and go from there. I ahve faith everything will fall into place out of this action and focus.
I trust this. I know this and I give thanks for it. And so it is…
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