Showing posts with label Law of Attraction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Law of Attraction. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Life inside "The Vortex"


Life is so good and it just keeps getting better.  Yes, it's true.

I am at peace and I know this is my place of power and of my wildest dreams coming to fruition.  I don’t have to stress or strain to achieve any of this.  I can just rest in this peace and trust that I am being led every day to my next logical step and action to take.  It really, REALLY is as simple as that.

I am getting more and more done these days as I rest in this peace and tranquility. I feel better and better as I rest in this place. I am clearer and clearer as I rest in this place.  But most importantly, it feels awesome and I feel good for the first time in my life…EVER!

This is a great place to be.  This is a great place to play in.  This is a delicious point of attraction with regards to the Law of Attraction and my Vortex.

I trust and know that all is well.  Gratefully I acknowledge this and I set it free.  And so it is…

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Life inside "The Vortex"

Life for me has been an amazing journey over the last couple of months. The but isn't this the truth for each day to day experience. I guess it all depends on how you look at life and how you look at this experience called life.

Recently I performed a Shamanic ritual for the season of Yule where I go through a process of death and rebirth. The purpose of this ritual is to end the previous year consciously and completely, including all attachments, desires, regrets, and anything unspoken. It can be a very deep and moving process. I've lost track of how many times I have done this process, however, this past year it was very poignant for me.

This past year I went from being in a place of complete and total contrast as to what I wanted to experience in life and what I was experiencing. Upon picking up the book, "The Vortex", I realized that I was looking at the creations and desires that I wanted from the wrong direction...

I was looking from the outside in instead of from the inside out!

I began the journey last winter that I called and blogged about, "The 90-Day Vortex Experience." This process was a powerful process for me because I actually began a diet. A diet of the mind. I stopped focusing upon things in the outside world and placed the emphasis on the inside world and how I felt as the single most important thing I could do moment to moment.

Where this led me was to peace. I learned that coming from a place of peace IS my Vortex. So, I began courting peace every single day. I still do this every day, moment by moment. I use this place of peace as my barometer as to whether or not a particular path or decision is the direction I need to take.

Do I still have doubts and misgivings about what I've done and where I'm going? Absolutely! I am human after all...

Back to the Shamanic process I spoke about earlier. As I performed the process this year I was deeply moved by the things that I was still holding onto. I had to release all of my desires and dreams and wishes. I had to release all of my accomplishments and wins. I had to release absolutely everything that I deemed good in my life in this moment in order to embrace an even greater future. This is what real death can be like. I think this is why we sometimes have such a hard time letting go. I completed the process and now I am on the other side.

Do I still have similar or the same goals dreams and desires? Absolutely!

The difference is I am no longer ATTACHED to achieving them.

I have reconnected with the peace inside. The peace that passes all understanding. Yes, that statement can be a reality for all of us. It isn't so hard to achieve. It just takes letting go and trusting that there is something more to this experience than what appears in front of us and in our human experience of life.

And so it is...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

It is interesting how life can get carried away with us and we can become so embroiled in day-to-day activities and experiences. It is not my intent to take so long between blog entries, however, I have been in school and have allowed day-to-day activities and experiences to capture my full attention. Oh well, c’est la vie!  This is not necessarily a bad thing…

I wanted to take the time to write a blog entry regarding the path I have been on since May of this year. I took a humongous leap of faith when I decided to move from San Francisco to Palm Springs. I left the lot of structures, folks and support systems behind and it was hard. I went through a lot of trials and tribulations in the experiences and unfolding events that carried me up to this present moment. Do I regret what I did?  Heck no!

Let me explain.

There are numerous blog entries in here under the title of “Life Inside the Vortex” as well as “The 90-Day Vortex Experience.” These experiences taught me so much more than about the Vortex or The Law of Attraction. In many of these blog entries, I spoke about tools and ways that would keep me in a place of peace and connectedness. They worked very well. But, I think what this really is about isn’t about the tools, it was more about being connected, in a place of peace, and staying focused.

Focus and peace is what I learned through this experience more than anything else. As I drove down the coast of California, I felt a palpable sense of peace overcome my body and my emotions. This peace for me was about being connected with Source Energy.

The more I let go of focusing on things I did not want in my life, the easier and easier it was to focus upon what I wanted. This is the main message I want to convey in my blog.

I can look back through my life and see experiences where I was focused on what I did not want because I was immersed in those situations and circumstances. I think this is oftentimes the rule and not the exception for many of us. I thought that by focusing on the problem and trying to figure out how to get out of it that that was the path I needed to take.

What I know now beyond a shadow of a doubt is that effort and trying to figure things out is not being in The Vortex. The Vortex, for me, is about being connected and at peace - nothing more and nothing less.

So, my daily spiritual work now is about peace and connection with Source Energy. My work in the world is imbued with that peace. My work is unfolding with ease and joy and grace. All is really, REALLY well.

I no longer feel like I NEED to focus on what it is I am creating. I focus on what I need to do TODAY. I trust my Vortex or The Law of Attraction to bring to me everything that I have put into Mind or into the creative medium of the Universe. I have seen over the last year, especially since arriving in Palm Springs, the more I stay connected and at peace, the easier my desires and creations come to fruition.  It really is as simple as that.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"


I can’t help but notice that my life is an enfoldment and unfoldment of ease and grace.  Also, if and as I savor each moment, life does not fly by so fast.  It is when I get caught up in a deadline, studying for a test or achieving some close goal or event that I see time fly by so quickly.  Why?  Because my focus is not in the moment, it is in the future.

What this teaches me is to be in the moment by being aware of my connection with all that is and with Divine Intelligence.  Be aware of my thoughts, feelings and actions at all times.  Be aware and grateful for the blessings in my life in both my thoughts and in my words.  Breathing deeply and fully and last but not least, expressing love no matter what!

This is my formula for making life a savoring experience.  I notice that I am more productive in my “work in the world” and “what I’m up to” when I am this present.  I get more accomplished in shorter time and the Universe, humanity and circumstances line up to assist me as if by magic.

I am so grateful for these concepts and realizations because I am free from the prison of my own mind and emotions.  I am in dominion to create and be all that I can be.  It is delicious, it is real and it is now.  And so it is…

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"



Wow!  I can hardly believe it’s only been four months since I moved to Palm Springs! 

EVERYTHING is perfect just as it is.  I am loved, I have a delicious home, I have a delicious new lover, I have a delicious income and work in the world, I have a delicious educational plan and I am well.  Really, REALLY well.  I could not have planned things any better than they have turned out.

What I can say about that is to continue to stay in the flow or my Vortex and see where I am led and directed each and every day.  I feel good and life more and more delicious every day.  REALLY.

I am back in school studying a course of study that works for me, I am pursuing education through the Morris Pratt Institute for Spiritualism education.

I recently started a Meet Up group as well to discuss Spiritualism, spirituality and just to create a community of like-minded folks that want to love and support each other and CelebrateLife!  How fun!

Check it out at: http://www.meetup.com/Palm-Springs-Spiritualists/

I am endowed with an amazing peace that pervades this entire area.  I am at peace about being at peace.  It is delicious and delightful!

I trust and know that all is well and that life is unfolding perfectly and effortlessly.  I simply have to stay in the flow or my Vortex.

I am grateful for this and SOOOOOO much more.  And so it is…

Friday, August 27, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"


Spiritually I feel in tune with my SELF and with the forces of nature that operate and govern the Universe.  I feel so connected with life and with all of nature.  I feel happy and content in all that I am.  This is the first time in all my life.  REALLY!

I started a Meet Up group yesterday for Palm Springs Spiritualism so I can begin the process of building a Spiritualist community here.  It was pretty easy and I am excited to invite folks in to have discussions and "practice".

Check it out: http://www.meetup.com/Palm-Springs-Spiritualists/

I have begun my coursework in Modern Spiritualism through the Morris Pratt Institute.  It is rigorous, VERY interesting and educational.  I can't wait to get into the next lesson.

I love this course of study in Modern Spiritualism because it encompasses ALL spiritual belief systems and does not negate or push out anything.  It is all about UNITY, metaphysical principles and my new favorite topic of Mediumship.  Everything I have done up to this date complements the coursework perfectly and actually adds to my experience.

Other than that, I find at times I don’t have much to write because I simply don’t.  This is NOT a big deal.  I know that it flows from time to time and that all really, REALLY is well.

For this and so much more I am deeply grateful.  And so it is…


Monday, August 16, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex" - Peace, peace, peace...


I feel awesome today.  I feel connected and I feel at peace.  It is a delicious feeling and I know this is because I court IT first and foremost in my life.  This is the cause of all the good things that have happened in life and the radical shift in circumstances that have come about over the last four months.  It took me concentrating on peace and serenity first.

The reason I bring this up today is as a reminder to myself that this is my one true purpose; to be at peace, to be calm and serene.  This is the place that will bring all of my desires and wishes to fulfillment quickly and easily.

Even with a low bank account balance I am at peace.  I know I have more coming and more that that.  I know that everything I will ever need want or desire will come about with an ease and a grace that is unparalleled.

All things that I deem were once “lost” will be found again.  I will find them in delightful and surprising ways.

All relationships are peaceful and serene because I am at peace and have found serenity.  This includes all relationships where I felt hurt, betrayed or damaged in some way.

I am at peace and nothing can shake that.  Only I can shake it by letting go of it and allowing something else to replace it.

Jesus really meant it when he said the peace that passes all understanding.  This is a peace I cannot teach because it is something that has come about by reaching for it and making it my first goal in life; to be at peace.  Things will come and things will go but this peace will stay with me as long as I make it my primary goal.

I am grateful for this peace and for the blessings that have entered my life.  

Thursday, August 12, 2010

The Voice.

Once upon a time there was a boy who was very unhappy and discontent with his life.  He wandered around and asked many questions seeking happiness and peace.  He listened to so many words and followed many different paths, but alas, he still found himself back where he started, unhappy and sad.

No one seemed to be able to help him because they all pointed to different things or contradicted each other.  This confused the little boy very much so he decided to hide.

He hid from people, places and events in his life by ingesting things that made him feel good about himself and feel happy for the first time ever.  Wow, had he stumbled onto something?  This was a long lost feeling that he was longing for and deeply desired.  So, he ingested much of these things for many, MANY years and wandered.

When he wasn't ingesting these things, he felt horrible and thought horrible things about himself and those that were close to him.  He also didn't hear, see or feel the love and support that surrounded him and desperately was trying to get his attention.

The boy did this until he was exhausted and ready to give up when a little voice in his head started to tell him what to do.  This little voice scared him at first because he had never heard it before, but, hesitantly, he listened to what the voice told him because it FELT good and came from his HEART.  This was a very new experience for the boy and he found the more he listened to this voice coming from his heart, the better he felt and the better things became.

He started to feel happy for the first time just because he was alive.  He also found that the more he listened to this voice the louder and more persistent it got.  He also noticed things and experiences were improving and his life took on a new direction.

Some of the things this voice told him to do were not very popular with the people in his life.  Some people got mean, angry and hurt with the little boy, but he decided because he kept feeling better, that the voice was more correct than these people.  It was VERY hard for the little boy to do some of the things the voice told him to do, but he listened anyway.

So, he simply walked away from these people, experiences and situations and allowed them to be without any bad feelings.  It was very hard for the boy, but the voice promised him he would find peace and happiness.

He wept and was very sad for a long time.  But, even in this he found peace.  In this process of he noticed he was feeling lighter and lighter and was starting to find happiness in the littlest things.

The more the boy listened to the voice the better things got for him and the better he felt.  Pretty soon the little boy was laughing, giggling and having fun again, just like when he was a little boy oh so many years ago.  Life seemed to be wonderful again and every day was a new adventure.

The boy decided he should thank the voice and be grateful for it's wise words and guidance.  He also decided to tell his story to anyone who would listen because everyone has this voice in their heart.

And so it is...

Friday, July 30, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I haven't blogged for several weeks so I thought it about time I share from "Inside the Vortex".  A lot of delicious things have occurred and I am in such a state of gratitude and awe that it isn't even funny and I need to share it.

A couple of weeks ago I discovered something missing that was valuable to me and had intended to sell to raise funds for purchasing a car.  That was the next thing on my "hit list" of things to manifest.  One needs a car living in this town to get around more efficiently AND the heat during the summer can be debilitating and it is NOT FUN to walk in it.  I'm talking 115 degrees people.  That's HOT!

So, this item is gone.  Nothing I can do about it.  So, as I've learned from "The Vortex" I need to keep looking in the direction of my desires and not look at what has gone before or experiences that I don't want.  This was simply another opportunity for me to focus.  So I did that and I let go of the anger and upset as I needed and kept moving forward.

Last Friday I went to sell other things of similar value, and well, long story short, I got over double what I was expecting.  Wow!  Cold hard cash.  How yummy!  I spent the drive going home in gratitude and awe with occasional bouts of tears of gratitude.  This stuff REALLY works!

The more I see these concepts show up in my life the more at peace and tranquil I become.  This is so delicious and a wonderful new feeling.  So now I use this peace and tranquility factor as my measurement of whether or not I am in my Vortex.  It has guided me perfectly EVERY time.  No kidding!

Anyway, back to the story, I get home and immediately hit Craigslist looking for a suitable car.  I enter the search word "convertible" and what shows up but a 1998 Mustang Convertible at a price I can afford.  Wow!  I call the number and the contact and I hit it off like old friends and she tells me she will not answer any of the calls she was receiving until I see the car.  How generous of her!

Wait, it gets better!

The car is in amazing condition, low miles for its age and it is my favorite auto color, white with a tan convertible top.  Should I be surprised?  It is simply the Law of Attraction working as I stay in my Vortex.  Wow!

Now I do need to also point out that this make and model car is one I have desired since I was 15 years old.  IT WAS THE FIRST CAR I EVER WANTED AND DESIRED!  How interesting and delicious!

So, I ask again, should I be surprised?  Well, my humanity is still elated and excited about this.  My non-physical self just says, "see!"...

Friday, July 9, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

Lately, I have been experiencing a significant amount of what Abraham calls contrast.  As a human I call it "stuff" or challenges.  I have been experiencing these on personal, interpersonal and physical levels.  I found myself getting caught up in them only for a few days, but I discovered something exceedingly valuable about my path and my Vortex.

NOTHING CAN REPLACE SACRED TIME!

Sacred time to me is time spent in the silence of meditation, trance or being in communication with my guides.  It is vital for my mental, emotional and spiritual health. It is more vital than eating, sleeping or breathing because it is nurturing that which I really am; energy and/or spirit.

I found myself over this past holiday weekend straying because I was distracted by this amazing human I am spending time with.  I feel good when I am with him.  So much so that I tend to forget to take time out to connect and take my sacred time.  Oops!

After the weekend I found myself feeling a tad depressed and what I call squirrelly.  I really thought there was something "wrong" with me or the situation.  It was the following day after taking a lot of sacred time and nurturing myself that I came to this realization.

What did this teach me?  I cannot live on yesterday's spiritual truths and realizations.  This life experience is truly a moment to moment experience and my sacred time is vital to my happiness, growth and evolution.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I have a great "Vortex" and "Law of Attraction" story to share.  It is short, simple and delicious!

I was just finished grocery shopping after going to the gym for Yoga and having lunch.  I had a backpack on my back, my Yoga mat under my arm and about 5 bags of groceries to carry home which is about a 15 minute walk.  Not a big deal, but the grocery bags were awkward AND it's about 95 in Palm Springs today.  Cool by desert standards, but obviously still quite warm.

I had just had an amazing experience with the checker at the grocery store after I told her I was new to town.  She struck up a friendly and hilarious conversation with me and lovingly welcomed me to town and told me she admired my chutzpa for moving here in the summer.  I left her smiling and giggling.  It was wonderful!

So, here I am beginning my 15 to 20 minute walk thinking to myself, "gee, it would be nice to have a ride."  I didn't want to pay for a cab, so I figured the walk and carrying the bags would do me good.  It would be a nice little workout...

Well, I didn't get very far.  A very dear new friend of mine pulls his car over, gets out and and shouts my name after passing me.  Not only did I get a ride home, but I got a few minutes to spend with him, which is always delicious, and got to plan my evening.  WOW!!!!!

The lesson for me is NOT TO EVER WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING AGAIN!  No kidding!!!!

I had a desire, I was obviously in my "Vortex" and, BAM, it happened within moments.  WOW!

I am so grateful for this experience and all the lessons I am learning regarding "The Vortex" and the "Law of Attraction".  Grateful, grateful, grateful!!!  And so it is...

Friday, June 11, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I found myself outside of my Vortex yesterday for a few minutes and it was not fun!  How could I tell?  I was anxious and not at peace.  I have learned that peace is what I call my barometer for reading whether I am in my Vortex or not.  I was not at peace!

I was trying to figure out how to accomplish something and I was hitting brick wall after brick wall.  The more dead ends I hit the more anxious I was getting.  So, what did I do?  Well, when I realized it, I immediately stopped doing what I was doing and decided to do something that would bring me joy and peace.  I decorated my new room and did creative things.

In the process, I shed a few tears of frustration and allowed myself to check in with friends and my support system.  I knew I was on the right track because the peace returned so quickly and palpably.

So, did I achieve what I was trying to achieve?  Yes, I got back into my Vortex.  I will allow the Law of Attraction to bring to me everything necessary for my expansion and evolution.

Contrast is a given in this world I live in.  How I choose to deal with the contrast is what matters most.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"


It's been a few weeks since I last wrote of my spiritual exploits and experiences so I decided it is time to get back to it.  I love writing!

I am in a space of complete surrender, gratitude and awe!  I love this!  Life has unfolded wonderfully since embarking on my new adventure in Palm Springs.  I have experienced nothing but support and love everywhere I go and with everyone I meet.  It is a delicious experience and I can't wait to see what it coming next!

I have been able to receive EVERYTHING I have needed in every moment and it just keeps coming.  Wow!

I am not stressed or pressed for anything.  This is something very new for me and I LOVE it. I have plenty to do every day, but there is no sense of stress or strain over it.  Just a delightful flow.

Gratefully, gratefully, gratefully I look to the horizon in anticipation of the future and what it holds.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

Wow!  I am in a space today of deep gratitude for my experience over these last few months "playing with" the Law of Attraction and The Vortex.

My life has been completely turned around and I am living an amazing experience of synchronicity, ease and grace. I have been having tears of gratitude all day long.  I am soooooooooo deeply grateful!

I came down to Palm Springs to scope out a new place to live.  Well, I found a place that fits my circumstances so well it is uncanny.  It was not a struggle or effort at all.  Wow!  It came to me, just like Jerry and Esther and so many others have been teaching me/us.

Did I have to work for it?  Well, duh, of course I did!  But let me explain, it was not an EFFORT kind of work...

  1. I first had to come to Palm Springs for Spring Break to check things out and see if this would work?
  2. I networked with friends and family and clarified my desires and needs.
  3. I had to place a Craigslist ad under "Room Wanted".  I was guided by my spirit guides to do that.
  4. I had to come to Palm Springs to pick the place.
  5. I had to meet folks and feel the spaces out and see what I liked and what I didn't.  I had to have clarity for the Law of Attraction to work with.
  6. These are just a few of the many things I "did" in keeping my focus sharp as well as all the exercises that I'd picked up and practiced during the 90-Day Vortex Experience.
So, here I sit in Palm Springs in awe and gratitude at how easy this is getting.  Yes, EASY!

I met great, supportive and loving folks all weekend.  I found an amazing space to live.  I got to go dancing Country Western and the list goes on...

Anyone doubting the "Law of Attraction" or "The Secret" I have a message for you.

Do what I did and try it out for a specific period of time and see what happens.  I don't mean just kind of try.  I mean really focus on what you want and find ways to keep yourself feeling good and focused no matter what is happening around you.  I did and my life has done a 180 degree turn and I am just amazed and grateful!

It wasn't always easy at first, but it did bear fruit and now it just gets easier and easier the more I practice it.  I can't wait to see what's next!  What a delicious adventure!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

For those of you out there that doubt the principles of The Law of Attraction, The Secret or The Vortex, I am living proof that this stuff works.  It may not have been easy at first, but they work!

I have been on a roll lately.  I have reached a point of clarity in my life that is unparalleled and I am not turning back for anything.  What happened you ask?  Well I will tell you...

You know how a rubber band can stretch and stretch, but it returns to the same place when released.  Well that is kind of what has been happening to me over the last few years, but I feel like the last time I stretched my rubber band broke.  That will happen if you stretch it too far...

When it broke I acted from a place of exhaustion from the constant stretching.  I was worn out and could not stretch anymore...

What came up for me during these experiences, events and conversations is a peace that I have never felt inside myself EVER.  That is why I know that recent events are the best for me.  This has also become my litmus test of whether or not I am in My Vortex.  Do I feel peace or does this possible direction bring me a sense of peace?

So, I am embarking on a new life adventure.  I am relocating to Palm Springs, CA at the end of this month.  I am going to be VERY close to my family AND I will be ultimately pursuing spiritual work full time.

Wow! What an interesting turn of events.  What a wonderful adventure!  What a wonderful life!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I am amazed at how easy this is becoming!  It seems the more I authentically express myself, my needs, my desires AND my boundaries with compassion, the more wonderful things are turning out for me.  It really is amazing to my "human" mind anyway.  When I connect with Source, I feel this is just the way to be...

I have been on quite a journey since beginning "The 90-Day Vortex Experience".  My life has taken a complete turn and I am now heading in a direction that feels good AND evidence is showing up that I am on the right track.

How do I KNOW that so profoundly?  Because I feel the peace in my heart and in my body.  It is palpable and real.  It has become my "test" as it were when deciding what to do.  I consider what is bringing me peace and tranquility.  That is the steps I take and continue to take.

I am so excited because I feel alive for the first time ever.  Yes, I said ever.  I have spent so many years doing and being what others wanted of me.  Out of The 90-Day Vortex Experience I realized that and turned it around.

So now, the places where I encounter resistance I back off from because that is not contributing to my peace and tranquility.  It is that easy.

I am embarking on an amazing adventure this summer and I can't wait to share it.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

About a week ago I made a snap decision and reacted to something that had been going on around me for some time now.  It was my emotional response to preserve and protect my SELF.  I am not proud of the way the communication came out, but I am proud that I finally said what needed to be said.

So, let me look at this from the perspective of the "Law of Attraction" and "The Vortex".  My emotional guidance system pointed me to conclude that something was causing way too much pain.  Something was out of whack.  The pain was the clue that I was NOT in my Vortex of creation and that something needed to get looked at and shifted.  So, I worked through my pain and the tears and got into communication.

It ended up not so pretty because I did the snap decision thing I tend to do and communicated in a manner that left the other person bewildered, cut off and shocked.  Basically I dropped a bomb.  This is saying it mildly for sure...  When I get clear and am coming from my "default" way of being I don't leave others room to respond, react or be in communication.  This happened to someone very near and dear to me.

Well, by focusing on what I wanted and not what I didn't want.  I went about my business of making arrangements and plans.  In this focus I was powerfully, with emotion, focusing on what I want to create.  This is a very powerful place to play from.  Focus with emotion equals invoking the law of attraction with power and focus.  This is what I've been attempting to do for some time now, but the part I had been leaving out was the communication piece.  Being honest with where I am and trusting that others will react with compassion and love.

Well the long story short is by holding firm to my ground (my Vortex) and my "decision" I saw a shift in this other person such that they began a conversation to break the ice.  We hadn't spoken for a week and it had been pretty uncomfortable.

We are going to work together on seeing what we can do to rescue the friendship.  There is a lot that needs to be said between us, but I am clear that I finally broke through an ugly barrier that I have run up against my entire life.  What is that barrier you ask?

The barrier of putting EVERYONE first and being subservient to their desires and needs.  My needs have taken a backseat for a LONG time...my whole life!

Exhausted, I had no other recourse than to set a limit and say this is it!  No more!  Sometimes being in my Vortex means having to make unpopular decisions by taking care of my SELF.  Like the flight attendant tells us, "please place the mask over your face first before trying to assist anyone else, including small children traveling with you."  I cannot help or love and appreciate others without having done that for my SELF first.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I have been feeling a tad down since yesterday afternoon.  I have no clue why and I really don't care except to find out what is underneath of it.  The only way to do that is to allow myself to feel the feelings and not resist them.

"Resistance is futile!"  I know from many years of resisting things that resistance doesn't make it go away, whatever "IT" is.  It only makes it stronger.

What I do know is that by feeling what is there and allowing it to come up, my body will eek out the answer to what is going on for me.  This is called Somatic therapy.  Working with the body to release memories and trauma that are stored in the body.  Something got triggered, nothing more, nothing less...

I am eager to know what got triggered and what needs to be released and integrated.  So, I will sit with my SELF and my body and see what comes up.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I am amazed at how relaxing ACCEPTANCE can be!


When I accept, and not resist, what is happening around or to me, I am at peace. After all, the only thing I can change is my SELF.


Acceptance of those individuals (and situations) around me, whether I like them or not, brings me a profoundly deep peace. In that peace is a power beyond my understanding that brings what I really want.


It is WONDERFUL!!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Life inside "The Vortex"

I am amazed at how one seemingly tiny little thought can throw me off Center or out of my Vortex rather quickly.  Just amazing!  One thing I have learned about the Law of Attraction and "The Vortex" is that it is a constant process of watching, witnessing and adjusting.  It is getting easier day by day and moment by moment.

I couldn't help but notice over the last few days that I do not have a reliable support system that can help me get back into my Vortex other than my SELF. (I.E. A coach or a teacher or partner or close friend.)  This is NOT bad news, but it is something to be aware of.  Why?  Because I need to create something or someway to process the "new stuff" that comes up so I can get beyond it and back into my Vortex.

Because I am constantly evolving, those support systems also need to evolve.  What worked yesterday may not necessarily work tomorrow...  I cannot live on yesterday's insights!  Every day is a new beginning!